That is, when you come to be able to live the life you were meant to live – before being born –
Before getting “beaten up” by family, society, and culture
And “molded” – with or without your active participation –
Into an “ego” that occasionally reflects aspects of your true self – but frequently does not.
Zen people call this true self – our “original face.”
To illustrate the weight of mask upon which your roles are typically displayed –
Start by relaxing your facial muscles –
Then check to see whether your face still remains tight –
If so, try to let your face become as “liquid” as possible – completely non-judgmental –
Until you’re left with as un-tense a face as possible.
That’s as close, without a lot of additional spiritual work,
That you’ll be able to get to your “original face” for now –
A face that exhibits your naked heart –
A face that reflects your essential being –
When Jesus counseled us
To be “born again”
He didn’t mean just once –
Because it doesn’t take long
For a new self to freeze
Into a mask.
What he was saying –
Since God is absolutely free,
We, also, need to be.
Each moment should be experienced as a new birth,
So that our prior selves do not have the power
To bind us back into the past.
Love won’t arrive through habit or rote –
It always needs to be free!
That’s why, as we grow older and gain greater experience,
Jesus wants us, simultaneously, to spiritually regress –
Not just back to when we were a child –
But all the way back to when we were newborn
Where the subjective world begins again –
All our lifelong experience
Joined to the bud of birth –